The bruises on my bottom are no longer there….sigh. My lip healed up. I miss looking at it in the mirror every morning. Who would have thought I like the taste of my own blood? I still remember when he hit me in it and I felt it running down. I got really excited about it; like something in my mind said YES THIS IS WHAT I WANT… MORE! Master could hit all day if he wanted and it’ll make me melt. We got to try out the new cane we got..and this time we didn’t stop because I asked him to….it was because I was being loud lol. I wonder how far I could have gone if I were able to be that loud. Anyway it still hurt like hell.
I remember Master shoving that last ping pong ball in to my vagina…it hurt, but felt amazing at the same time, then he proceeded to fuck my throat as my head hung off the bed. I didn’t fight him this time like I usually do. Trying something new where he ALWAYS get what he wants. And now is when he decided he wants to piss in my mouth… Here’s the thing, piss play doesn’t turn me off…but it also doesn’t get me excited how Master gets excited. Not sure if it ever will but this time around I more than liked it. It was a bit more tolerable. Would have been more tolerable if I wasn’t upside down trying to swallow it. I was then leaning in the bath tub where Master was emptying the rest of him in me. This is where looking back on it grossed me out. He left a puddle on the floor and he told me to lick and suck it up….Okay I’m all for it but it was off a bathroom floor of a place we have never been to and I guess we weren’t thinking in the moment. EWWW never again.. but still it was enjoyable. I didn’t complain… I think after that he smoked a cigarette and put the ashes in my mouth… Not sure if this was the point where I was starting to get ticked off at. Things were starting to shift in me.
We moved on to this huge plug that I know is not going to fit in this small pussy of mine but He insisted I try to get it in me anyway. Guess I got a little smart and out of nowhere Master puts me in this head lock. Took me by surprise but of course I loved it. However after that I still wasn’t doing things right for him so he did it himself.. On my back I was and feeling split open. I think I was closing my legs and trying to get away from him when he started to slap and punch me. I was crying, but I didn’t feel any of his hits though. That right there should have been a clue but I ignored it. I remember when he caned the inside of my legs and surprisingly it didn’t hurt as much as I thought. This part I know was the highlight of his day.. Getting to fuck my ass without lube!!! Did it hurt like hell…fuck yes!! But now that I think about it it wasn’t so bad… He had me suck myself off of him and I happily did it.
Finally we are getting to what I love best. Sucking his cock. Its true…it brings the slut out of me when I get to have him in my mouth. Im having a nice grand time then he starts to take control. At first my mind said okay let him have it. But the switch flipped when he threw his leg around my neck and I couldn’t move. I was beyond pissed off and it took all the strength in me not to explode. I think he sensed this since he stopped to ask what was wrong… I gave my pissed off response but he knew there was something more… He always know. I still gave him a pissed off response. He asked me again, this time softer. His voice changed…that’s how I knew it really mattered. I told him I’m trying so hard not to bite his dick off.. And I was not kidding. I was ready to fight fire with fire. I was ready to dig into him. I was waiting for him to hit me or something so I could flip on him. All I saw was black and I was ready. That was the end of my sucking time and I was relieved.
It all ended with me getting to ride Master something he doesn’t let me do very often but I was oh so grateful. All and all I did enjoy myself. But hours after it made me miss him more…and the day after that all I wanted was his attention….which I didn’t get and it gets me antsy to the point where I start feeling Jekyll and Hyde like. Something we need to work on.
