Last night was there was an abundance of emotions going on for me. Daddy is making plans on having a sub play with us here and there starting next month, and I'm a bit excited because its something new, but nervous because i hope i can do everything asked of me.
Daddy told me some things to expect; what i should call Him and her, what to do when i get there...the list goes on. I don't know why but i freaked out a bit. I started to feel a wall come up; a wall that builds when i feel to exposed and vulnerable. It protects me by shutting down all emotions and feelings. I become disconnected from everything and everyone, including Daddy. He's excited about the whole thing and the other sub is excited too, but why am i not excited i thought to myself.
As always Daddy knows how to fix it. He wanted me to make me cum. I have a plug in my ass that i wear 24/7. Daddy wanted me to pull it in and out of me. Mmmm it felt so good. Then i had to alternate fucking my ass and my pussy with it. My mood is starting to mellow out. Daddy let me cum twice and that did it.
"Do you feel better"
"Yes"
"Good, thats what I wanted to hear"
Still i felt exposed but that wall was coming down. What took me by surprise was when Daddy said i should look at it as Him showing me off because He's proud of me. I still getting caught up with my words when thinking of this because Daddy has never showed that i do make Him feel proud enough to show me....if that makes any sense lol.
I woke up this morning and my inner goddess had a big smile on her face. Is it safe to say I'm looking forward to play time with the three of us....just a little more than i thought.
Song Selection: God and Monsters by Lana del Rey
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