These past couple of days i have been a very calm person; too calm in my opinion. But why is that? Well i have a mind that can lead me to a tunnel of "things that are only in your imagination," and are very much different from what my Master thinks so i try to shut all mental communications down.
I'll give an example, Master and i haven't had sex in six months.. Yes this is a sexual relationship but sometimes we don't get around to it, i don't see him as often and the mere fact that living arrangements are not 24/7.....not having sex in my mind has made me feel less sexy. i know i'm sexy and i know my Master finds me sexy but i don't feel it. That sounds really jumbled. How can one know they are one thing but they feel the opposite way about it.
I can hear some of you sighing sand pushing out the OMGs.
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